Thursday, September 02, 2010
Submitting and Cash Fags
I have huge respect for my slaves and even some grudging respect for non-bruder bottoms who gladly submit to my domination. I respect submission but I do not understand it because I do not feel it in my soul – my only submission is to the Dark Lord.
In my gay adolescence, I rode cocks like a bottom pig in heat for a few years. Looking back, I see that I topped from the bottom. In 1984 or so I made a conscious choice to be a Master and a total Top. The way I saw it, there were (and are) LOTS more bottoms than tops … as a Top I would likely have my choice of bottoms. It did indeed work out that way. Plus I figured that I would more likely live longer as a top than as a bottom … fucking hate “safe” sex and love it raw and nasty. And indeed, here I am when so many of my beloved bottoms have passé before me.
So the newer phenomenon of cash fags interests me. I speak of men who enjoy the submission of sending cash through PayPal to Masters who dominate them with demands for payment. A most interesting human activity.
Two European submissive men discussed their cash faggotry with me this week. Both men spend their days in positions of power – business managers, educational dominants, family controllers. But as slaves to dominant men at night. They both enjoy and relish being dominated by Masters. They will both comply and submit to demands for payment as cash fags … even if such activity drives them into debt.
One slave was in cash fag servitude to a “master” who gave him nothing in return for cash faggotry. That “master” did not seek to use this slave so as to make him a stronger man. No, this “master” was neither a Bruder nor even a master – just a fucking thief. I demanded an end to this situation – you ought to have read the whining complaints of that wuss “master.” What a fucking joke. He folded like a house of cards when confronted with a true Master.
But both slaves tell me that being a cash fag is the single way they can truly submit online … thus they can prove their submission and gain all the good feelings they seek in submission.
A most interesting notion. I have fined online slaves who failed to obey a direct order in the manner I demand – complete and immediate submission to me without question. I respect and enjoy their submission to me through payment of the fine. I am, after all, a man who relishes domination of other men. But I have yet to simply demand payment as a sign of submission in and of itself.
I do understand that payment through PayPal is most definitely a sign of respect and submission to a Master such as I. I honor men who show such respect to me.
No I do not understand the need to submit. But I rejoice that so many hot men do indeed have a deep hunger to submit to me. Yes indeed, that fact pleases me greatly.