Monday, June 23, 2014

The Nature of the Dark Lord Part One

A theme has developed in conversations, texts, and emails I have exchanged with men these past couple of months.  Men knew to the Left Hand Path ask me to help them discern Satan's plan for them and then help them do it.  They seek my support and guidance to consume filth, break ancient taboos, and walk on the other side of the legal system.  In their minds only this sort of “evil” life and “evil” could be pleasing to Satan.  And they very much want to please Satan.




Men who have some miles on the Left Hand Path ask me for the same in a slightly different manner.  Many have asked that I mentor them “deeper and darker” into Satanic life.  They want a deeper relationship with Satan .  They seek not only knowledge but mentoring and coaching into taboo, i”immoral” and ever darker (illegal) acts.  For in their minds, Satan wants them to follow the evil ways and commit the evil acts.

Both groups of men strive to serve the Dark Lord.
All these men sincerely endeavor to walk the Left Hand Path.
They are sincere and most earnest in their requests.
I refuse to mock or treat them with anything short of respect.
I honor their efforts.  And...
I  refuse their requests to coach and guide them into the “evil” ways they think they want.

Why?

First. For personal reasons I refuse to become their coach and colleague in certain acts..(i)

Second, their assumptions about the nature of the Dark Lord and His desires for each man seem completely off the mark to me.

But I do ask them one very important question:

“What do you want to do?  In other words, is XXX what you honestly wish to do?”

The men usually become quiet and thoughtful.  They had spent hours, days, months, years considering what they imagined Satan wanted of them.  But they had not given their own desires a second thought.  They “knew” that Satan wanted them to:

wallow in filth
use drugs and drink to excess
lie cheat steal
assault, maim, destroy, infect
destroy that which is beautiful
corrupt innocence especially in the young.

Filth -Sin – Corrupt … this was the unholy trinity of The Devil s these men perceived Him.

But these men were not naturals at wallowing in snot and piss and scat and rejoicing in their own stink and unwholesomeness.

These men had been raised as middle class, law abiding citizens of their countries.  They did not know  how to break the law in a manner that gained them rewards and shielded them from punishment.

These men had scuffles as young boys and teens but by and large had not committed a violent act as an adult.

So they had a problem:  “I want to be a Satanist and Satan wants His Satanists to be filthy, violent, thieves an liars.  So I will find someone to teach me and to coach me in filth, violence, theft, corruption, and all that Satan requires of me.”

That is how I understood these men.  But that is NOT the nature of the Dark Lord.  Remember He reveals himself to us and we see Him from Four Faces, or 4 perspectives.

He is Satan – Lusty fucker, Great Leader, Protecting Father, Benevolent Provider to Us.
He is Leviathan – He who destroys as He creates and who Creates in the act of Destroying.
He is Belial – Hoarder and Giver of Wealth and Power to those He chooses.
He is Lucifer – the Healer, the Counselor, the Educator, and the Muse fo the Arts and Sciences,

To Be Continued ...

(ii) I am not a fool most of the time.  Only a fool would conspire with a virtual stranger to act in a fashion which may possibly in violation of a law.  Why would I risk my freedom for the sake of a man who is not a bruder and who chooses wto discuss criminal intent with a stranger.  No thank you.

Note Pictures are of no relation to the text.  I just thought they were hotr mujthafukka's

Tuesday, March 11, 2014

The Basics

There is something holding all that is together.  I use religious language to describe that all powerful one as the Dark Masster.

The Dark Masster is known in four faces.  He is One not four but we know him through four faces.  Think of how different you are in a sex club or at Christmas dinner with the family.  Two different faces of the same person.  Just so do I see four faces in the Dark Master.

He is Satan - warrior protector defender leader powerful fucker
He is Leviathan - creator and destroyer for both are simply change
He is Belial who hoards and guards all the wealth and power of the world.  He gives us what we need.
He is Lucifer - Healer, Teacher, Inspiration

We walk the left hand path with a simple moral code:

We do as we want and man up to what we have done.  No whiners allowed.

Any questions?  


Rumors of my death are greatly exagerated....

As Mark Twain once remarked that is.  But it is true that reaching the final quarter of life is not for the faint of heart.  So far this year we have made the unfortunate pilgrimage to the family home where old patterns resurrected ancient grudges.  Not fun.

And the holidays got in the way of my working on the school revisions which need to be made.  But December was only a "yield" sign compared to the huge "STOP" signs of January.

Back home felt great.  Frozen east coast a memory,  California sunshine a daily reality.  Then I had the dental appointment of horror where 7 teeth were extracted, ground up human bones were placed in the resulting holes, and each tiny mound of bones and blood tied up with black stitches.  It sounds as fun as it felt.

My body did not like the enforced diet this state of non-teeth promised.  within 48 hours I had a minor stroke resulting in temporary paralysis of my left side.  It became all better within an hour....but the ambulance ride and two Ct scans and questions and IV's all will cost more than I like.  I am glad to have lots of insurance paid for by others.

The ordered rest times became problematic when I had to see a cardiologist in a city 2 hours away.  It was a good visit and we spent the night.  The night was a disaster of course.  I am not real into this year of 2014 at all.  Head and heart and mouth suffered failures so far and it is January!

All of this is to say that I have lost a month of school preparation.  I cannot tell you when the next school will open...it will be this year but I cannot say when.

Please understand that all this delay is for the best.  I will explain later but each delay brings a new insight, a new angle to the school that I believe will make it better.

Friday, January 03, 2014

The Satanic xmas Tree of Sinatas House

Some bruders have been puzzled to hear that I put xmas trees and celebrate the holidays.  Some have objected and others confused.

But criticism and confusion disappears when they see our xmas tree.  If there is another like it in the world, I have not heard or seen it.  Our holiday tree has a few standards to maintain.

Ornaments must be beautiful.  No cheap or filthy trash will go our tree.
Ornaments must be either neutral or sexual or Satanic.  A red garland is neutral.  A skull is Satanic.

Over the years I have collected many ornaments.

For Example:

  •   Leather Biker Jacket
  • A Boner with message "Blow Me" in hand blown glass
  • A male torso with cock out
  • Santa bent over, ass out, ready to get fucked.
  • Santa working on a Harley
  • Inverted Pentagrams all over.
  • Normal glass balls encased in leather bondage and spikes.
  • The Village People men
  • Various demons of the sea with cocks at the ready.

This year we added many skulls and demon masks.

I like our Satanic tree and are pleased to celebrate the season with cocks, and skulls, and many men fucking.  PLUS I get presents!  what's not to like!

Friday, December 13, 2013

Re-Consideration of Winter Classes

Many Seekers have written me about the Winter Classes for Satanic Knights.  I have not responded to them as I had no idea what to say.

Years ago when I began this blog, I dealt with men one at a time, individual attention and individual relationships.  As demands on my time grew, I knew that something had to give.

The Satanic School was born.  The idea was for men to apply, I would cam and correspond with them one at a time, then I would decide who was suited for the school,  In 2013 spring and summer course, we had 50 men apply, and 10 were approved for the school.

The 10 were offered a place in the school and a a ritual establishing temporary Bruderhood in the organization .  Of the 10 approved, 5 entered the school.

The initial idea of the school was for me to develop  basic lessons which were studied in a separate website.   The Bruder-Initiates would have the chance to discuss the faith not only with me but also with 5 other bruders.

This process had limited success.  The five students became four, then three, then two.  Only one student completed the course and is prepared to be admitted as full Bruder.

Likewise, the five other bruders helping in the school did not .....no, what happened is that I did not clearly communicate with them the focus of the lesson for the week.  So the five bruders were uncertain what to speak about   It got a bit loose and fuzzy for a theological school

Plus I did not have time and heath to prepare the various lessons to the degree I desired.

So I spent six months of my life as did many Bruders and Bruder-Initiates to build up the organiztion.  We spent hour after hour and many physical resources to create a solid learning experience ..... and or the 50 Seekers, only 1 becomes Bruder.  Not edifying to the Satanic Knights, not cost or time effective.  It did not work well.

So, I learned a great many lessons in that first school experience.  I am still committed to the idea of the school but it has to be more independent than the last one.  I was spending the equivalent of a full workweek on the school alone.  I simply cannot dedicate 40+ hours a week to this effort.  Wish I could but I know I cannot.

So here's the deal:

I am taking a break until January 20, 2014.  No blog entries.  No school, no nothing.

I am then putting together a self running school for the Satanic Knights.  I foresee a separate website with lots of video and self tests, with workgroups, and with a once a week opportunity for a meeting by cam with me for further reflection.    I know this will be superior if I can put it together. But to do it correctly will take some time and lots of work....work I shall gladly do but it will take several months.

Once the program is thought through and prepared, and tested and operating correctly, then and only then do I intend to put out a call to students.  You can then
Begin the new school at your own pace.  There will be tuition to be paid so it will not be on this web-blog site.  I have decided that student's paying for the school will divide the real from the playful seekers even better than my judgement.

Students who complete the school will be invited to meet with bruders to determine if the Satanic Knight Bruderhood is for them.

Interest in the school is intense....some men are hungry for additional knowledge and growth.  I want to fill that hunger.  But I wish to do it correctly....you men deserve the fucking best I can put together.

And then to make matters even more interesting, two men have come forward lwith a desire to be ordained.  Ahhh this organization is a constant call for me to grow and build.  Keeps this old man young at heart!

Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Jesus Jacking Jizz with the 12 Cocks: A Bit of Blasphemy by a Hot Man in SoCal

The Story of christ Masturbating
The Last Supper - Cock - Ass - Piss and Cum

The evening before christ was crucified he was very horny - so he summoned all his apostles together for the "Last Supper" He knew he was going to be crucified the next day - so he wanted to enjoy some Cock, Ass, Piss and Cum  with the apostles that evening. They gathered at the Supper Table - where christ told each apostle that they would feast that night on Cock and Ass, and drink Piss and eat Cum.

Everyone in the room was excited - and they removed the garments from their upper bodies exposing their hard ripped muscles and nipples - many of the apostles began kissing each other as they touched each others chests and groped each others crotches.  With their Cocks beginning to swell they all removed their remaining cloths for easier access to each others Cocks and Asses. Some of the apostles felt an urge to Piss so they began pissing on each other and drinking each others Piss. Christ in particular was thirsty that evening and went from apostle to apostle and drank each of their Piss - as he did his Cock became ROCK HARD - which prepared him for his own Masturbation.

As Supper Time preceded - there was a variety of sexual acts being performed on various apostles - Some were kissing each other while others were providing Blow Jobs under the table and out in the open. Christ was watching it all unfold including some of the apostles Rimming each others Asses, sucking each other off, kissing and Fucking and Fisting. As the Seed from the apostles Cocks began to flow Christ attempted to gather as much of the seed as possible and put it in a Silver Challis. At times he sucked the Seed from the Asses of the apostles who had been Fucked or from each Cock as it exploded its Milk, and put that in the Silver Challis as well. Numerous apostles also Rimmed christ as he gathered the Piss. Christ was a Piss and Cum Slut and each of the apostles knew that fact.

Some of the apostles needed to Piss again so Christ brought the Golden Challis to each apostle, who need to Piss, and gathered up all their Piss - combining it all in one challis.

The two Challis, which were overflowing with Piss and Cum,  were placed on the Supper Table - and as all the Fucking, Rimming, Pissing, Blow Jobs and Fisting was happening christ mounted the table naked and Masturbated into the challis with all the rest of the Seed. All the contents of both challises  were then stirred to ensure that each mans Piss and Seed was thoroughly combined in the contents of each challis. Some Ass Juices inevitably became part of the mix in both challises.

Once all the apostles and christ had released the Seed from their Ball Sacks christ passed the two challises around the table - each drinking the Piss and Seed of each other combined. The Ass Juices just added a bit more flavor to what they all drank.

This is the accurate description of the Last Supper - Properly entitled - The Masturbation of christ.

Hail Satan - Fuck christ!!!!!!!